I will always love the false image I had of you:
the one who would never leave me, who would always be true.
I guess you got tired of the waiting
and my constant, indecisive deliberating
drove you to choose for yourself what action to take:
the wrong one. Did you hear my heart break?
Shattering under the weight
of heavy words spoken hastily
of all the lies that flew tastelessly
out from my mouth repeatedly
my eyes turning away deceitfully
from the one thing in life I cared to keep.
Now you are gone forever.
I’m in the same place day after day.
Just biding my time
till it makes me pay for my crimes.